In the battle – under the shadow of your wing

Long time no blog. Not through the lack of anything happening I might say. I suppose it would be difficult for me to think of a time when there were so many imponderables, so many unresolved situations and so many ways in which a slight nudge in one of several directions could end up in…chaos…yet in it all I know do much peace and calm.

Things that once threw me are barely causing a stir. That’s grace!

I hesitate to say it’s also growth, though it probably is. When I first walked around the Hall we’re in, I heard God quote distinctly. He said: you’ve been faithful in small things and I’m putting you in charge of bigger things. I thought that meant bigger responsibilities not bigger challenges! Of course the two go hand in hand, it just didn’t occur to me. I saw the ‘reward’ rather than the ‘tests’ that inevitably precede new things and new growth. Often that growth comes through a pruning or fresh experience of the cross. No, it’s not like the world!

It’s always worth it.

Praise God.

Missed opportunity

I missed a trick at the weekend.

My son was mending his very stiff scooter wheel. This is his new hobby, scooting (scootering?) and he’s very keen. Part of the whole thing is customising your own scooter in the colour, design that makes it personal and uniquely yours. Anyway, there I was holding the scooter and looking fairly helplessly on as replaced the wheel after lubricating it. It wouldn’t budge. We tried various ways and he was getting disappointed.

A voice whispered ‘pray for it’. I debated whether to pray out loud, and – frankly – bottled it. I decided it was not worth fuelling an already slightly uneasy faith sharing element in our relationship, so instead prayed quietly under my breath.

You guessed it. Seconds later, for no apparent reason, the wheel stared spinning. My sons face was a picture.

Oh if only I’d shared the whispered voice at the time I’d heard it. It wasn’t quite the same thing trying to tell him about it after the event.

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Lean not on your own understanding

Lift your eyes. It’s the first day of a new year and of the rest of your life! How easily we slip into the mire, the pit of self: self-help and self-effort, of working everything out and thinking we can think our way to victory. No, HE is the only one who holds victory, the only one who knows the way. He has promised. He has spoken. Lift your eyes and look again.

What has he said? He is faithful.
What did you once see? He is true.
What did he show you? He never changes.
To what did he point? He’s your guide, leader, friend, saviour and Lord.

He’s called you to overcome this year – Have you listened to these four CD’s on the book of Ephesians ?

Seeds sown

What a joy it is to serve the Lord! I’ve just been speaking to some of those leading The Way of the Spirit works abroad and am in awe of what God is doing.

In India those that came to the recent conference are flourishing. They’re sending Bal Krishan reports, from the Himalayan foothills, Kashmir and beyond, of the fruits of our recent time in Chandigarh. Bal’s vision, carried for two decades, is working out before his eyes. Even at the hotel where we held the conference there are miraculous things happening: Bal has been asked by the ‘colonel’ (the Hindu hotel manager who showed us great favour and who was affected by what God was doing) to run some meetings for him and his staff! Bal goes today to preach to them.

Charles in Rwanda described how The Way of the Spirit team across the country is living in a sense of revival today as a result of what God has done there. Many churches have been planted and others are now living in I think of the seeds sown during many trips there over the past five  years or so: all the conferences, schools and meetings. Every time we believed God was planting something and today we can see fruit. Much more is to come.

Agnes in Uganda, Paul in Kenya, also have their stories of what God is doing. Next year we shall continue to go in obedience wherever God sends us –  missions to East Africa and India are on the cards and we can’t wait to get out there. Nigel will be taking a team to Rwanda in February, including Tony from the college here. More the one person will go on medium term trips soon (maybe 3 months at a time).

Thank you Lord!

He wakens my ear…

It’s 4.30am and once again I’m rejoicing deep within at the wonderful things God is doing. Last night we continued in Deuteronomy and it was joyous to see God moving in people’s lives. There is a new anointing, fire, move of the Holy Spirit. After a long season of following and trusting comes a glorious new thing, bursting into everything we do.

It began with Ephesians in the springtime. Matt 13: the teacher who brings out new things as well as old. Ephesians was a new thing – and the principle applies to the whole of The Way of the Spirit as much as to one particular teaching session: as we seek to bring (fresh) revelation so everything comes alive. In teaching Ephesians in the way God led us to EVERYTHING came to life. This term it’s Deuteronomy. And the life of the Spirit is bursting out in everything: India, the college, the church. There is a consistently strong anointing, leading into his presence and glory. It’s what I tasted at the beginning becoming now the norm. It’s everything God showed me was ahead, happening now … It’s been a journey and we’re coming home! I don’t know if that makes sense but I have to express it somehow and only in writing these words do I begin to see.

Part timers are coming alive in the Spirit, full timers are changing and being equipped for .. who knows what or where. It’s at a new level so I don’t know what he will do with these folk. I believe ministries that will impact way beyond this nation are being birthed.

The church this weekend puts on an excellent meal in FEH for 65 non-church folk, breaking new ground on two counts: first, everyone is involved, second, we have more unsaved people coming than we have people in the church (inc students). It’s like one of those leaf carrying ants carrying more than it’s own weight. It’s the fruit from following the lamb. We’ve got an anointed musician (Marc Chapman) coming to play and give testimony.

I’m getting strategy too for schools and conferences here outside term time and how to use the people God has sent. Lord you’re so wonderful!

Terms coming to an end soon and I’m ready to start the next one! More students are coming full time, it won’t be long before this place is heaving and we will need to pick and choose who we take on. Increase in part-time students is coming too.

Of course surrounding all the things that are prospering in the Spirit there remain challenges! Thankfully Jesus is Lord and above EVERY challenge as we fix our eyes on him.

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India – reflection

Norwich, Tuesday

This was a great mission trip. Though not as large as many we’ve held in recent times, in line with what the prophesies received as we prepared to go, it was indeed impacting. We’re used to powerful conferences; this was over and above the usual though in the following respects:

Six of eleven to be baptised next Sunday

First, the open and diverse ways in which God impacted different people (every person who came). From those who were born again during the week, to Bal and Neelma themselves, who God spoke to with clarity about vision and the way ahead. Wherever a person was when he or she arrived on Monday, he/she grew visibly over the following days, encountering the moving of the Holy Spirit in their lives one way or another.

A missionary from Nagaland, and his youngest daughter, who was saved during our final meeting on Sunday

Second, the speed with which it all happened. On the first evening folk were animated and engaged in what God was doing. By the second evening the fire fell. This all happened so quickly! During the fourth evening people were unwilling (or unable) to leave his strong presence as they came forward for ministry. Even leaders sobbed and all met with God. It was during the night following this evening that several people’s sleep was interrupted, but joyfully and with the LIFE of God bubbling out of them. Bal and Neelma spent a sleepless night, joyfully revelling in the revelation they’d got about the way ahead. Some were rousing each other from sleep to pray and praise God in the early hours. Streams in the desert indeed.

Three from Jupla, in the Himalayan foothills. These guys were up through the night rejoicing at what God had done in them.

Third, the depth of impact. The teaching went deep, and the resultant impact was similarly deep. Many were completely reevisioned and spoke of it being like ‘being born again, again’.

Fourth, though we sometimes see people born again during these conferences, we saw a higher proportion than we’d normally expect. (After all, we go to teach Christian leaders.) The biggest surprise was the hotel waiter who got saved walking through the meeting.

We were, from Monday to Friday, baptised afresh in the Holy Spirit.

Thank you to Cheryl and all the prayers in the UK. As ever we were aware that the wider team back home were all flowing with what God was doing.

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Sat am

We’re basking in his goodness this morning. The conference finished last night on a high note as the accounts of the many diverse ways in which God was moving among his people continued. The Holy Spirit blew across this group of (mainly young) followers from the moment we met on Monday to the moment we finished last night; this morning is the afterglow!

These people are in our heart. Seeds gave been planted throughout the week, seeds of his life, of revival. Today they travel home, none of them journey quite as far as the folk from Kashmir, but many on journeys of 8hrs or more on a bus.

With rumours of our airline on the brink of going bust we’re trusting for favour to get us home Monday. Today the team visits some slums, shops and recovers. Tomorrow we preach, Monday we’re home. Once again it is we who have been the first to be impacted during the mission, and travel home rejoicing. 20111112-113751.jpg20111112-112051.jpg20111112-112008.jpg

India, Thursday 10.30pm

It’s been another wonderful day. This evening people were basking in the peace of God. His presence was tangible, and strong. Everyone is so open and hungry to learn. Many have never heard teaching of this sort before. People’s faces have changed since Monday. Many give testimoney of how God has impacted and transformed their thinking through the teaching, and the moving of the Holy Spirit.

Kewal and Nigel taught earlier in the day, and again masterminded the study groups this afternoon. These groups are operating really effectively, which are teaching every delegate to get their own revelation using the workbooks with their bibles, and to share it, which is one of the main aims of the mission.

We’re hearing more of what’s happening in people’s lives as people relax in each others company and realise they’re in a safe environment.

The four Kashmiri’s (who travelled 24hrs to be here) gave testimony of how God has impacted them. They’re returning with renewed strength to what is undoubtedly a hard situation of persecution where they’re a tiny minority. They’re so grateful for what they’ve received and the two that came last year have grown in stature quite visibly since then. Boy do they need faith where they live. They’ve had to leave today as the single track road through the mountains shuts in one direction as winter approaches.

A lady who, unbeknown to us, was yet to give her life to the Lord, tonight surrendered and tearfully came forward. The two young men who earlier in the week were born again are making quick progress.

Testimonies abound of how God is moving among people: healing, receiving vision and hope, speaking words of encouragement, changing hearts and lives.

India, Tuesday 10pm

This afternoon/evening saw quite extraordinary scenes even by the standards of recent missions. God’s fire fell during the last session and people were baptised afresh in the Holy Spirit (some for the first time), a hotel waiter just passing through (and paying lots if attention to what was going on) was born again, and a man born again earlier in the day was set free when he was obedient to God and let out a loud shout.

A lady from the mountains was in tears as she recounted that she assumed it was one of us was ministering to her when, during this time of ministry, she became aware of someone walking around her 3 times … none of us were. When she opened her eyes and saw no one she believed it had been an angel. She was full of joy for the first time in 8 yrs and a long standing fear had departed. The nine or so who had stepped forward to be baptised in the Holy Spirit were released in tongues and spoke out boldly.

The Nepalese lady from india’s Himalayan region, referred to in the earlier post, was herself baptised in the Holy Spirit and there’s no doubt that the river has begun to flow from her life. Never having stepped up to speak before (anywhere) she now effortlessly preaches the gospel, merely by opening her mouth it seems!

The four brothers from Kashmir continue to receive Revelation of God’s word with eager anticipation. These people live with the daily threat of persecution and so are relishing this time of fellowship and encouragement.

Praise God! And still three days to go ..

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